january , 19th 2011

tht afternoon . i was smilling waiting for you . got a lil nervous . but yeaah , i looked in the mirror like for a million times . make sure everything would be okay .
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you were calling my phone . hmm.. yeah i saw you at tht crossroads . i waved my hands and smilled at you .
welcome at my house . :)


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we talked and talked . dont you know how i felt at tht time? to be honestly, yeah i was nervous . yeah my heart was beating fast  . oh yeeaa of course i couldn't feel anything else .


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you said tht you wanted to say somethin to me . i was waiting for tht moment .
hmm...
8 o'clock .
you said you had to go home . heeey , what did you want to say boy?
okay i was laugh watched you . i knew you were also feel so nervous .
and those words finally i heard from you . eventhough i needed a few seconds more to understand , no i mean to believe three words tht you said to me , i was feel like oh geez . no i couldnt believe my ears .
i really really want to ask you , to say it again clearly . but i didnt have any guts to ask it .
then you just said goodbye and went home.... and left me .


ouch . what a stupid i am . so i took my cellphone .
and ask you "you said "aku suka kamu.."... is it true?"
simple words , but mean so much for me . 
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and my feeling is true . i love you too boy :)


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and how glad i was , when you finally said , "yes it's true.. now you are my grlfriend.. ;)"

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i smiled again . the first night i felt so relieved after i knew you . thank you.. :)