Ruined or Feel Enjoy. Job.

"I used to have a life..

But now I'm an Architect."

So, today I was really hectic!! My boss is on Palembang, while the one who left and could do the Technical Proposal for some projects was me. Maybe it's okay if there was one projects, but it's 3. Three!! Oh gosh~ I miss my lunch time because I had to do those proposals. I even didn't sleep last night. My eyes looks like zombie's now. Ergh~ But fortunately Mas Adit was willing to help me and told me not to so serious to do those proposals (he asked me just to make one proposal then replaced the name of the other projects) Hohoho. And those proposals finally done at around 2.30 p.m and I continued helping my friend to do their Inception Report. Really tiring, and my body feels like nearly broke in pieces now.

And this time, I just wanna relax and incidentally I opened my old post on this blog, so much stories I've ever told here, it makes me smile and affected. Happy, sad, fun, tiring, laugh, fall out, and so many more. :") You always found yourself be drowned on thousand moments in your life when you read your own diary. And i know I've been through so many things that brought me here now. I'm happy but yet my struggle to be here, it's not easy. Everyone has their own problems I think, but I'm not done. There's still so many things to do and need a bigger struggle too. Don't ever be hopeless and stop to trying. :)

Jaman ngampus ngga pernah ada
 yg protes pake baju beginian,
kaos oblong, coat, ama jeans sobek semua

I really miss my university life now (because I red my old post, :D ) . Go home in the early morning, going for days, hanging on some caffes, buying so many drawing equipment, bringing our Bazooka (it's a black picture tube), and when you don't have a time to take a bath and wearing your crumpled shirts and torn jeans aren't a crime. (I often do those things anyway, hahaha) And now, really, I have a boring life. BORING one! 

In the morning, I wake up, take a bath, have my breakfast, and go to office. While in the night, I back home, take a bath, have my dinner, and go to sleep, and so on. Nothing special. Except when the early month, I get my salary so I could go wherever I want and buy everything :p 

Nah, boring right?

Rasa-rasanya nih ya, pengen banget bisa melancong ke kota seberang, bareng temen and mas doi, ato kalo perlu ke negeri seberang aja deh gakpapa (ya iyalah siapa juga yang enggak mau) . Walo no money tetep bisa jalan-jalan itu yg penting. hahaha (mungkin yang dimaksudkan disini, fotonya yang penting) Hahaha

Atau kadang kan pengen tuh, belanja, trus masak cake-cake lucu. Aaaah, what a life! Tapi semua mimpi itu rusak ketika Negara Api menyerang. *ditoyor Aang* :3

Pokoknya pengen ini pengen itu, dan yang pasti pengen bongkar kamar *kalo sekarang hawa-hawanya terima bongkar gak terima pasang lagi deh ya* Hahaha Kepengen buat kamar yang unyu-unyu gituh tapi apa daya, tiap pulang rumah yg ada tenaga cuman kuat dipake buat naruh barang bawann ke meja kamar trus rebahan. Alhasil, menggunung semua barang enggak penting. dan bahkan nyari sepatu pun jd susah. :/

Yeah right >-<

Sedangkan sekarang, masih perang batin banget buat ngelepas kerjaan yang notabene dicap sebagai wasting-your-life banget. Iya gak sih? Hehehe. Maybe the salary isn't big, tapi aku cuman pengen bisa menikmati apa yang sudah aku raih dan nggak mau berhenti berusaha buat berjuang dalam hidup. Kalo cuman gara-gara pekerjaan kayak gini aja (lima hari seminggu pulang jam 5) udah teyol (baca : K.O) gimana besok kalo aku udah tua ya.. Semakin banyak tanggungan nempel ini pundak. *mending nanggung karung hadiah natalnya Pak Santa Clause aja deh*

Hehehe . Asyik ya jadi pak Santa, dapet darimana ya tuh duit buat beliin anak-anak satu dunia kado natal. Apapun kadonya yang penting Om Santa ini (tadi Pak Santa, sekarang kok Om? Diiih...) membawa kebahagiaan buat anak-anak yang punya kepercayaan pada mimpinya. :) Selama kerja, kalau rasanya jenuh udah menyerang, dan rasa iri kalo ngeliat orang lain bisa lebih cepet dapet duit yg lebih besar, aku selalu ingat, yang penting kan halal (oke, that's classic) Hahaha selain halal, yang penting happy ngejalaninnya, right? Selama aku enjoy, why not? Money isn't always everything. (I still don't refuse to receive some cash from everyone though) Hehehe Masih muda, dan aku tau, menggembleng masa muda buat masa depan itu kadang bukan pilihan yang mudah, tapi dunia itu keras Bro! Phew~ Berbahagialah semua orang yang merasa berkecukupan, walau hidup susah, walau makan susah (ini kenapa jadi nyanyiin lagunya Sherina sih) But yang penting selalu bersyukur, maka kita akan selalu dicukupkan. Wow~ God is good. :)

Jadi nih ya, jadi orang itu yang pas-pasan aja. Pas mau maen, punya uang, pas laper, bisa makan enak, pas mau nonton, ya bisa. Hahaha. Nabung nabuuung. I'm the person who difficult to save money. Karena kadang (ini mindset yang sedikit mlenceng) aku tau besok pasti ada rejekinya sendiri, kalo uang abis sekarang, besok bisa minta emak babe *digebukin orang serumah* LOL

Life is simple, complicated, fun, yet so boring. Try to catch every good moments in every stuffs that you labeled as boring. :D

If I hate my work now, maybe I quit since the very first time, but then I couldn't shopping proudly with my own money like this. Or maybe the pride to be wake up in the morning, do good habit and saying to my dad, "I'm leaving to office now, daaah~" in every morning :D

Ah, by the way, sebelum udahan ceriwisnya, kemaren sempet deh beli knitted wear yang pas sejak awal keluar di stand Corniche, langsung aku incer. Hehehe sekarang kesampean deh beli sendiri. :D

Maap kamar kayak kapal karam

Office outfits :)