Saturated Mind

Being hectic lately is so much disturbing and ruining my habit. really. gosh~

Like I told you, i just want have some more time, free time, to get my stuffs done. Why do i feel so bothered when Saturday and Sunday I didn't got to office? Arrrgh.. I'm not really a workaholic, and I think my head is gonna explode now. ergh~

I remember a year ago, in December, I even didn't any quality time for everyone around me. Like, hey, it's Christmas right? It was a rush time buying a Christmas dress in department store, didn't got home early when all of my friends talking about Christmas moment, and so much more.  And this time, I don't want it happen again. But then, what else I could do? At least I need to learn to decisive what time to work, what time to be at home, at what time to play around with my friends. Still have a social life and family, though.

This time so many things I want to write down, but maybe I lost my focus what to write first and how to write 'em one by one.

Few days ago finally I got my new blue babies shoes. Oxford one (again). AAAAAWWW~ I wanted it since it was first booming and in Semarang, it only exist in Hush Puppies. And you must be know how's the price. damn~ Once time I tried it at that store, and it really suits me. So I decided to look for another stores that sell it with a friendly price. Teheee~ Got it at my fave online store form Bandung, AdorableProjects Indonesia. :D I bought shoes at their store like for five times. wew! And few days before I bought new sandals at a store that were really catch my eyes. Tan, gold, delicate and slim. I love it!

I love shoes. I love dress. I love stuffs. I love gadget. I love so many things around me. Not to be so arrogant, whatever I wear people say it always suit me. Eventhough I have big and short legs, but I really know what should I do with them. I just proud and so thank to God gave me these legs, not the disabled ones. ;) Even some say I shouldn't wear a dress, or any clothes else because it would show my shanks (or whatever in English, I mean "betis" in Bahasa, hehee) But just wait and see, I always proud to myself that I'm brave enough not to put stock in their words. Words are words, and I'm beyond them. I really like to show everyone the things that they say I couldn't but I could. I always try to be dazzling with everything I wear and being confidence with it. If people say I'm too naive, just let them. I won't buy their sarcastic words just to believe I'm not so good as they say. Just try bring me down, but all of you will find is I would be so much better than you can think. And in the end you will realize you just being envy with me. *smirk* Well, that's me, if you so bothered with the ones who always say bad things about you, they're just jealous with you baby. They know you got a better life to step on. 

Our very best friends have a tincture of jealousy even in their friendship; and when they hear us praised by others, will ascribe it to sinister and interested motives if they can. - Charles Caleb C.

Well, that's a life. There will be good and bad things. If you only focus on bad ones, you will end up lose to your hatters. Show the smile, and it will kill them. :D

SMILE :)

Oh yeah, I almost forget, please someone keep remind me to saving some cash. I really shouldn't throw money selfishly. Even it's my own money. Doh~ I was too extravagant these months *I know I know* I really need to restrain my back not to buy everything I want so easily. (-_- ) If back then I often bought make up tools, (especially lipstick) Now, I'm not so into at make up, because I really never use them except i wear a dress. And it almost so rare time. Mehehe~ I never use eyeliner, mascara or anything else on daily outfit. Back to shoes and stuffs! But, since I rare using make up or dressing up, I still have my fave lipsticks. Bright coral ones, that everyone say it fits me. X) 

  

And I pray God will give me extraordinary blessings in this December because I have so many plans planted up on my brain right now. Wish me luck!