2016 Your Shocking Soda~

Yes.

After a long long long and loooo~~oong time i never open blogger.com and i even never read any blog since hmmm i forgot, kkkk yep, I really spend my time for work, hangin out, drawing, and so on. And some times i look for any ideas from pinterest or instagram, they're really practice to scroll down, and of course they really have so many many great pictures. I rarely open blog to look any new picts, and i dont have so much time to read them one by one.

And now, October 2016, so many things happened. Life is full ups and downs, but really, I feel so grateful for everything that happened to me.

Well, to be honest I dont know whether i should write it or not, hmmm lemme think...

First, now i'm in love with my bestfriend, he... I can not describe him. Ahahaha. Since I know him talk about lil things, i started to want to know everything that he likes, dislikes, past, dreams, well i'm just happy to listen to him whenever he talk even i realized that i just tell him a lil part of me and my stories.

Since Eid Al Fitr 2015, I was like to spent my time to hanging with my new friends, At first it's kinda me who like to have more new friends, also I use it as my distraction, and... I dont know. I just dont like to be alone and stuck with my narrow thoughts. Then of course i spent my time to work and play with them.

And in early this year I knew that Happy (my prev bf) has cheating on me with some other girls. Seeetdaaaah. And of course i felt so shocked. But then i realized, when Happy wasnt around, I always surrounded with my friends. I felt like I could forget about how busy he was and never contacted me, with my friends doing so many fun things. And someone is always beside me, laugh with me, share with me, accompany me, and everything. And then I dont know since when i started dating him. :)) But all I know when my friend asked me about this, it was May 15th 2016. Ehehehe But in my case it was different from cheating, because I started to want to dating him after I broke up with Happy. Flirting, holding hands, or whatever, we never do that when I was still have a boyfriend. Note that.

But God is so good to me. I have a great family, I have friends around me, I have a boyfriend who loves me right, I never cry for him. And I heard that he cried for me, eh? Hahaha well eat that boy. I showed his text when he broke me up to my friends and his sisters, and of course everybody was shock, but hell, it was really happening.

And cut it out, I feel so grateful for everything that i have now :))