Christmas When You were a Little Kid

It's not the presents that

make Christmas so special,

it's the presence of those you love

whether they are with you in person, or spirit

So, this is the very first day in my life in this office i'm all alone. Hahaha my firends haven't come yet, and I just spend my time surfing and eating and drinking and browsing and everything. LOL.

Anyway, since Christmas day is few days from here, I think it's interesting to talk about Christmas day on your church. Wow. It always a merry, happy, and cheerful day. Joy, gifts, presents, the Santa, people you love, the warm, and the spirit of Christmas fulfill your days. Moreover, when you were a kid, a Christmas day is something that you've been waiting for a year! *even now i'm an adult I still waiting for the December :)

Back then, when I was young, I like to saw some young men did decorating the church. It was full of Christmas stuff. The Christmas tree, the cave where Jesus was born, and so on. Everything was so great. And I was so amazed. You could feel it. as a little kid, everything you see is so wonderful. Everything is attracting your attention, and it will stay like forever. Kind of having a good and happy kid life. But somehow, lately I miss that time, being amazed with Christmas event on church. Even the meaningful Christmas is still appeal, but being an adult everything you see is different from when you were just a kid. There's so many things that you realize it's not as easy as when you were young.

Can't you see the different?

Being a little kid, you won't know how the world hurts you. Being a little kid, everything you know is happy. Being a little kid, Christmas is time for gifts, Christmas film, Christmas tree, and a new beautiful dress. Everything is so gleaming and you can't wait for its coming next year.

But now, when you got some years came, you have to deal with some problems. Problems mean another people, your work, and your ego. I did anyway. I have to work overtime, felt so stressed, thinking how could I have a spare time to prepare the Christmas day on my church *we will singing on that day*, thinking how I spare my time for church, friends, my boy, family, and for taking a rest. Even looking for a new dress isn't grip my attention now. All I need is enjoying this end year like I was a kid. Happy and full of joy.

But, when you prepare some Christmas events with your friends, you have to deal with them too. Everyone has their own ego. And everything feels suck when you aren't on the same way of thinking with your team. The Christmas event feels so strange then. I just hope, we could prepare this Christmas day with the same joy and the same spirit. Throw your ego and let's have an open mind. I remember few years ago, my friends and I prepare the same event, full of spirit. Everything we did, we did it together. No one fought each other. It was a happy time. I hope this time our continuer could work together happily to prepare the day.