Enjoying Solitude

Having all alone time at office in the weekend (and it's Sunday) is something kinda people won't do. Hahaha. But sometimes, for me, having this all alone-time is a fun time, that I can make peace with my busy-beezy daily routine. This solitude is kind of interesting.

It's not always mean that you can't have a piece of peace at home. Our home is always become the best place for us to comeback, and clear up our weariness.

But still, you have to admit it, this days, you come home and it's likely you will find another things to do. and make yourself busy with another things again. and again. Nah.

Somehow, my office is the best way I can having this fun solitude time. At first, I came here just because there was some jobs to do, and I had to hand it over to my boss. Because he will go to Banda Aceh. Gracefully I didn't have to go with him. Hehehe. I'd rather having much things to do here, than I have to go to some places with him. -_-

alone and staring at PC, enjoy it!

Because his flight at 12.00 a.m, now I have my spare time and I don't know what to do again. I still in office with Mas Zakki, Mas Hanif, and Mbak Lita. They're the people that always play hard and work hard. Hahaha. If I'm staring my PC screen (like, right now) they will never disturb me. That's what I like from them. But if we're on chatty time, they're absolutely joking until we laughing and crying. :p

And this time, hmm.. I will talk randomly, ok? Hahaha. When I arrived at office this morning, Pak Sabar, Pak Amin, Pak Agung were sitting and talking together. And when I showed up, I just asked them when is Raja Api's flight. And Pak Agung said just on an hour again. And then they started to talk, Ah, Mba Bernika is become prettier right? and the Pak Agung said, Yes, she is. Maybe since she went to Aceh. Hahaha Pak Agung is the one that everytime I meet him, he always ask whether I go to Aceh again, or not. :))) *and yes, I will always answer jokingly, Yes sir, I'll be ready go to Aceh in few minutes, please pick me up to Bandara.*

And just because that small talk (I know it was kind of politeness and good manners when we meet some people) but it made me thinking. When Pak Amin said it (and in few times this day) I just realized, he said it like, sincerely. I mean, there's no drama in his conversation. And when I'm thinking of compliments from my boss (in this case, especially Raja Api) I just loathe and be sick of his words. I always know it just in the surface, not sincerely from his heart. Call me suudzon but ah, I don't know, I just don't like the way he praise me. I know there's always some reasons behind it. -_-

And then I came up to the line that : The words which come from small people mostly kind of whole-hearted words. And words from big people, most of them just because so much drama on them. They just say it like formality good manners. Ah yuck.

"Kadang, orang kecil itu nggak banyak drama.

Kata-katanya lebih tulus dibandingkan kata-kata orang besar." - me.

So how about your opinion guys? The appraisal is always different on some people. and you know there will be different kind of think from us. Feel free to say it right? Hehehe. Well, maybe it's enough, I want to back home now. Lingering with some novels maybe good to spent this Sunday. Well, see ya soon!